AHHH
i jus hate it lah

tonight dad is coming home, but i wan to watch jing qiu jiang. So mum say i no need go airport fetch lor. she told dad, dad also say ok..but yes i know when he is back he will ask why i nv gooo...blahblah...but i dun like how my grandma is going to react.

YES AND IT ALL HAPPENS...i went dwon jus now to ask my maid to iron all my clothes so that i no need last min ask her iron cos daddy will be angry. Went down, grandma ask the qns that i dun wan to ans.

"later u and mummy going to fetch daddy not?"

reply "no, im not going, mummy go"

"why no. also nv go out, no school also" *give that bu shuang face*

reply "mum say no need."

"she say no need ah. why no need. also nth mah"

AIYA WAT IS THE PROBLEM LAH! FETCH ONLY WAT.....although i know it is bad that my dad is coming home and im not going to fetch him is abit bad BUT WAT IS THE POINT? go fetch, means teh earlier he will say i FAT and comments stuff i dun like. den fetch liao also GO HOME. wah lauuu.....den when he go off i also got go sent wat... i dun see wat is the big fuss abt it and she gif me the dulan face which makes me irritated even b4 my dad is back

WAH KAO EH.....i haven been scolding the 4leter words for quite some time already and now i jus FEEL LIKE SCOLDING BUT IM TRYING TO STOP MYSELF...its a very bad habit i know that is why im trying to kick it off. i dun use to say it and i dun like ppl to say it but i have been saying it since im in poly so i wan to kick it but HOW TO U TELL ME? WHEN IM FUMING RIGHT NOW

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let me vent it out pls

now im feeling so scare that my dad is back...im raelly scare...not cos of i dun like him or wat but is cos i predict he will say and his very on-off temper. he is not a mean guy, at times we joke and laugh and play. but when comes to some little stuff that i do wrong say wrong den BYEBYE

AIYA I DUNNO HOW TO SAY LAH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i dunno wat to say. cos im numb now

shld i go airport?

i wan to watch jing qiu jiang.

my grandma is not happy

WAT IS THE PROBLEM LAH

WAT
WAT
WAT
WAT
WAT
WAT

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Dun tag. and tell me wat i shld do. dun tell me to rebel. dun tell me to tok back. no use.
jus let me rant first b4 i decides anything. becase i dunno hwo to explain to u though u can understand my situation well enuff but not fully. Sorry