♥Friday, February 24, 2006

i was in a daze after i finish my paper ytd.

The history jus repeated itself. I din do 28marks.

Last sem, i din do 32marks.

I din have the time. I can only blame myself for spenting too much time on case study and neglected essay. It was my fault. I wrote like one page for the first qns of case study which was not supposed to be.

I dunno.. my dad is always appearing somewhere in my mind.

Im never so stress before.

Im so sick of studying.

Cos i'll keep telling myself. I wan all Bs this time to pull my GPA up. Cannot wait till year 3. i need to get into a Uni. I dun wanna see my dad angry. Its so scary.

Im freaking stresss. I couldnt get anything into my head. I couldnt concentrate. Everything that i rmb at this moment will be forgotten when i tried to rmb the next one. My mind will always bring me somewhere else. Dad, Studies, Exams, xianyi, frens. So much more for me to think and reflect. I did tried my best to brush everything off. but i cant. I only wanna sleep. I will drag. I'll drag myself to wake up when noon comes.



有心无力
can u understand that?


Ppl always say. Dun bother abt wat others say abt u. No, i cant. Im learning to do that, but i cant. Its like, i dun wan to be that kinda person that ppl dun like. im being myself and also trying to be someone better.

I always like to ask "wat do u think of me". I cant help it. I jus wan to know more abt myself. What type of person am i to frens.

i have so much insecurity in me. I can tink of anything under the sun. Be it good or bad.

Im so afraid that my fren got sick of my cos i keep asking and telling them my problems. My troubles. I've been disturbing tim for the past few days when he is studying. And i tot that would irritate him. Cos its not the first time i guess. But i cant help it. Cos i always think that he will give me the best advice and true comments.

Dun worry, Im still who i am. But its jus evrything i encounter will make me ponder. Anything that someone says abt me. Even if its jus joking (i cant differentiate whether its jus a joke or wat) or serious. Tim say: "Jus treat everything as suaning. It will make ur life better". I wish i can. But i will jus auto think. Think abt wat the person said.

am i xiao qi? maybe? No, its jus a joke. dun take it seriously

-shrugs-


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