Kao, i knew it was coming.

I just called my dad.

I'll tell u my results before i continue anything.

Organisation behaviour : D (the one that i din do 28marks)
Open Technology and business System: B+
Funtunmentals of Hospitality and business: C+
Principal of Marketing: C+
System Analysis and Design: B+

By now u could have guess why im in a foul mood.

GREAT, HE SAID ONLY ASK ME STUDY MAH, ALSO NOT WAT DIFFICULT STUFF, WHY ALSO NV DO PROPERLY. WHY CANNOT EVEN PUT MORE HEART INTO IT.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Think poly very easy to get As and Bs ah. I also very stress wat.

Other ppl study last min, study later den me also get better grades den me. I study so hard who got see until? i study like hell and was so freaking stress who knows?

Yar, results shows everything. I know. But if u've already work so hard and the results still like that. WHAT CAN I DO?

I dun have a smart brain that can absorb eveything quickly like others. I dun have a brain that can understand things throughly and in detail even though i try veryveryvery hard.

I take a longer time den ppl to memorise things. So i start earlier. BUt so wat? Others score better den me.

He only knows i focus on project. BUt he dun understand that if i din do well in project, i couldnt even get those Bs in exam. Explain to him? YAR i did. But he jus insist on wat he think it is so wats the point?

He say now cant get into Uni how? I wanted to tell him that my GPA is already cant make it to uni le. Even this sem i get As and Bs it also wun reach the grade to go Uni.

Stop for goodness sake put more stress on me. I already work very hard. I even stop alot of SU activities.

Please people, Stop laughing at me that i've studied so hard and den u all can study last min but score better den me. It doesnt feel very good and when its repeated. And when not only one laughs at it. Its very stress.

I see stress everywhere.

Im a miserable gal