I was sleeping soundly from 9pm - 7am. Never will i expect after my bath this morning, when i pick up my phone to check if there're any sms (usually there wun be) i saw the disastrous news.

How I wish its not true. Hoping that the next sms i recieve tell me its all a joke.

but i clearly know my wish will nv come true at the look of 5 msges, 14 miss calls.

I felt nth, then qns mark came, felt lost, imagine it was a joke and my mind went blank. I dunno wat to say when i return the miss calls.

It felt like ytd when we first met in our 1st program meeting as newbies. Then we moved on to year 2 when he was the head and i dun rmb him bothering abt my movement and actions. Except for the time when i got into trouble with the police and they all had to come plus the time when i couldnt talk at all and i still irritate him to help me transit a msg thr the walkie when he is so busy. I felt so guilty for giving him that trouble at that moment.
When it comes to year 3, although no longer in program, i see him as a caring FA, a caring friend. Someone i'll ask "hows my briefing?" and got assurance from.

I rmb the times the whole program comm will laugh at him for his silliness, the way he pronouce the words wrong, when he tongue twist and his blurness. I laughed whenever the others tell me how hard it is to wake him up and the way they describe his reaction.

The funniest and cutest thing i ever heard is when he saw a jaguar drove pass, he said "eh leopard leh!" Been long since i hear any of u call me "lemao". How i miss those times when we're in program, working with the same goal and objectives.

The last time when i get to meet him was still floating in my mind. Where he din even notice me for the whole time he is standing right infront of and facing me. Till he look down and got a shock saying " EH WENQI how come you're here! hahhahaha! sorry sorry i din see u. blahblahblah. paisehhh lahh. hehheh" . His expression was hilarious. =)


Clifton, you'll always be rmbed as a good programmer, someone i wish to work with if im given a chance to chose my partner and the da tou that made everyone happy.

we always chant
大头 大头 下雨不愁

Its been a short journey for u but wat u left behind i'll remember. Those beautiful memories.
Thankyou for all the joy u brought to me
Thankyou for all the assurance
Thankyou for taking my nonsense
Thankyou for answering my hundred over qns at times
Thankyou for being clifton.


The photo i've taken with u and pam still sits comfortably on my study table. I love it alot u noe. =D






I miss u clifton, rest in peace.
-big fat hug-

This remind me to cherish everything i have now. Every single little thing.
Happy or sad.

My dearest frens who're still in camp, take lotsa care okie?

Even though i hate to have the feeling that we've drifted apart and it sucks that u all din even bother to reply my msg. But no matter wat, be safe. If we're to drift apart, so be it, as long we're all safe and sound.