Now i noe whats the feeling of losing someone dear to me. How i wish i never know how it feels till i become a old woman and that shld be the time i know. Now is not the right time.

I know i have to accept the fact but still, i cant believe it. I tot i'll be alright, strong as usual, always managed to fight back my tears infront of others but i guess emotion got over all logical thinking. When everyone starts singing sch song, memories jus flood my mind.

Its only when i see the door close right infront of me, i woke up and realised clifton will no longer be there. Just like that, he's gone, i lost a friend. Whenever i recall the scene earlier, cant help but my vision jus went alittle blur.

Even so, i feel proud of him. He had a grand ceremony and hundreds of ppl came to send him off.

Thankyou for blessing me to reach just on time to pay my last respect to you.
Thankyou for blessing me the last chance to take a last look at you.
Thankyou for everything you've brought to us, i'll keep them deep within my heart.



Where we got to know each other, bond together as a team and the place where u proved to be a great leader, your second home. I'll never forget i've know someone like you.



You're always my fellow program buddy like what u said on msn. We're Ka Ki Lang yeaaaaaa.
I jus remember, you still owe me my yr 2 FOC certificate loh! hahahhahah! Happy flying with ur new wings! But watch traffic okie u blur sotong.

On a side note,
Thank you brothers, for standing with me these days. All the hugs and pat.
Terence was beside me most of the time for the past 2 days and am glad he was there. The comforting pat, warm hugs, the bony shoulder, assurance to know someone was there looking at me & that im not alone. I think i spent my time holding on to others, worried abt my gals who cant stop crying. At that moment, everyone needs someone to hold on to and i wanna be there for them.

Despite that, at least i noe someone is always beside/behind me.

For now, i still cant help but feel upset. Like what the others said, we still got to move on with our life and i know it.

Friends out there, be safe. I love you all.

Kenneth boy-fren, you must get well soon! GO GO GO! u're one important person to me leh. We'll grow old together and laugh at each other's hairstyle and dress sense ya. HEHEHE!