The past few days been pretty occupied with little errands to run here and there, editing and updating my blogshop till late night and my bio clock is totally upside down now.
Despite being slightly occupied, i still feel SUPER BORED with my holidays becos i got no job = no income. Yea, even thou i've got my own online shop but still it takes quite a bit of time to be well established to the extend that once launched and all things will be sold out within a day.
Den again, since i got no job, im suppose to enjoy my holidays becos this is my last SCH holiday in my life! hahaha! So, that gives me an excuse to date as many people out as i can to enjoy a lazy weekday afternoon somewhere, having tea and catching up before i offically bid goodbye to school holidays and say hello to busy weekdays afternoon in offices. Heh!
I was out last sunday, to mel's hse at tanah merah for a photoshoot for the latest collection in my blogshop! I've got her to help me and its absolutely the right choice becos im super satisfied with the photos!

My fren did the twirl and i think its absoultely gorgeous! What you think? =D





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We head for dinner at Tampines 1 Subway. The new promotion they're having is really fabulous i tell u $5.90 for a set meal and u get to chose ANY type of filling! and i chose cheese steak which usually is like $6.50 by itself w.o meal. SO WORTH IT CANNNN!
loves!
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In memories of the cute little purple bear that i cuddle only once:
The next day, when i woke up early ( surprise!) and was busy editing pictures and stuff, Mum (who usually is awake earlier den me) was still in her room. She came out like an hr later telling me she got a terrible shock in the morning when she carried this cute little purple bear with lavender stuffing in it and put it on her leg so that she can clean the shelf it sits on. To her horror when she lift it up, there was thousands of tiny worms on her lap.
... and she realise its coming from the little bear. So somehow she figure out that it must be the lavender stuffing inside the bear rotting. Then, she recall when she first got the bear from her fren, there was a instruction saying " microwave the bear for 1min" but we jus laugh it off and tot its too cruel to do that to a stuff toy and ridiculous as well.
I found these pictures yesterday in my computer and i asked mum what did she do to heal the bear (like did she go back and microwave it so to kill those things)



but she say the bear is gone forever =( AWwwwwwww there goes my lovely bear (thou i dun carry it becos the lavender smell is too much for me. But i still like to see the way it sits on the small shelf!
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2 hr date with stephhhh at our favourite mos burger, sipping my favourite milk tea!

loves!
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Yesterday, i woke up at 8am (unearthy hr! considering that im having holidays now) to pay ICA a visit. I tot since dad has given me approval that i can pay the mall nearest to johor custom a visit these days, might as well i go renew my passport tats gg to expire soon. Also becos I've been dragging it for weeeeks and mum even got hers done telling me to go fix it myself when im having holidays.
One of the reason why im dragging it was becos its not urgent and it can wait since there isnt a proper plan to go malaysia. Coupled up with the tots of the long travelling distance there alone is enuff to let me put it on hold ahhahaha! But i was in luck to found a companion yesterday who needs to go there as well, so lucky me, the trip there wasn't boring
Then again when i tot my day is gg to be perfect in the sense that im lucky that conincidentally my fren needs to go ica too therefore i get to hv a companion, get my passport done and be well prepared anytime my frens ask if we shld go johor for a cheap meal.
Too my surprise, the absent-minded me was told that i need to pay to make a new passport.( my mum din tell me and why din i tot of it too hur??? How can i not guess that and miss out the fact that it will require $$ arghs! Slap myself for that) Anyway so i got not enuff cash and my bank dun have enuff too which made me kinda embarrassed and disappointed.
Well, i guess i will jus continue to drag it till i really need it den. hahaha!
Did i mention i love looking at scenery when im sitting in vehicles? Especially when the weather is not too sunny so the sun wun irritate ur eyes and u feel all comfy, peaceful and pleasant. Its like the day is so beautiful! I dont get to feel that during rainy days, i'll feel slightly unsafe and a not so cheerful day but still enjoying the cosy feel by hiding under my jacket becos of the blasting aircon in the vehicle esp empty buses. hahahhaha!
So anyway, yesterday was a sunny day and i realised i've gt my cam with me while searching for my phone
(thats a surprise for me! i din even realise it becos i came out in a rush and absolutely forgot abt it) Coupled up with the tiny bonus that my fren drives, gives me a good chance to test my camera functions on the road w.o having weird stares from the public if i did it on the bus or train.
Moreover, how can we miss out on this beautiful sunny day that gives out a cheery mood!?
'Its holiday, stress being thrown aside and its all abt enjoying urself b4 u work hard for the next sem again.'
screams YAY!
Anyhow, after testing, my cam din let me go wow =(

Seeee, i love the sunlight! Its the perfect lighting!
Being really free nowadays has given me more time to think abt myself, who i really am and how can i improve myself to be a better person.
Yesterday while i was sitting in the car staring at the passing scenery, something random jus pop into my random thoughts abt changes ard me when i grow older. Growing older allowed me to do more things
(since im the more restricted one), probably learn things that initially i cant due to young age and out of the many changes i felt was when my circles of frens started to have driving license and some might even have their own transport.
Speaking of driving, in my uni clique, if the usual active people are present, we're quite a big grp. And it probably needs 3 cars to get us to our common destination for lunch which is quite a funny scenario when we're all squeezed in the car and the nonsense talks we had in there. Not to mention the scary moments that the drivers might bring to us. There was this time my other fren tried to be funny and we all freak out. But well oneday, he gets his chance to be scared as well when we're gg downslope, becos the car was too heavy with 6 of us in it, even pressing the e brake all the way still scares the driver himself becos the brake doesnt seems to be able to handle and right infront of us was some branded car that he cannot afford to hv anything happen to it . haahahahah!
I never treat this fact for granted neither does it become a factor for me to determine if i'll go out with the person. For a moment i asked myself if i've changed my views towards that but Im pleased to realise i am still who i am, enjoying quiet moments taking the public transport at the same time spacing out (but i still hate crowded and packed trains/buses, full of human smell - as if im some vampire. but u get wat i mean right? hahahha! who doesnt hate that?) Thinking whether if i go learn driving was another random tot that pop into my mind again ytd out of the many. ahhaha! flicker-minded me i say
Being taught since young till now abt the importance of road safety by my ever-cautious dad, i think i grew to be extremely cautious on the road as well till sometimes it annoys my frens. hahaahha! Can u believe my bestie used to pick fights/veryvery mad with me becos i refused to cross the road when the green man blinks? Then she wun talk to me for abt 2days while kennth always laugh at us for this matter. But now becos they all knew me, they compromise. Kenneth will noe that sending me home have to go by the traffic light way since i dun like to J-walk n i nv dare to cross HUGE roads that u find in CBD area (i shld be given an award for being road safety. lol!) and now bestie never cross when e green man is blinking or she'll hv to wait alone at the other side and even if she is mad at me, i wun be bothered. ahhaha! which leaves her to no choice. Seeee, i promote road safety can!
Being the scardy and cautious cat, i think its hard for me to totally trust my young and hot-blooded frens as drivers
(hahaahh!) especially being frighten by one of my fren for once and coupled up with my dad's many rounds of teaching n reminders i get brain-washed. Yesterday while these random thoughts were passing thr my mind, i suddenly recall that when i first noe my companion ytd, i heard stories abt his stunting driving experiences from others n it amazed me so much that e 1st time they asked if i would like to take ride in his car to our lunch venue, i refused immd chosing to squeeze for the public transport instead. I could still rmb the 1st time in his car, despite his constant assurance doesnt set me at ease at all.
(wahahaha!) It suddenly came to my mind ytd that he actually became the driver that i trust the most among my frens since i could even let my thoughts wander freely while he is driving when usually i'll be all focus on the road and speed. hahahaha!

Even with one hand also absolutely safe!
Anyhow i've got plenty millions of thanks to my not-really-but-i-consider-as newly found fren who taught and made me realise quite abit of things with all the advices. Of cos, not to mention the many bonus rides he grant me i felt so thankful for. =)

Goooood night! Its present hunting trip with my beloved 399 tml! Gonna be so funnnnnn! =D